:'(

nothing has happened to me today but...
why do i suddenly feel so angry and frustrated?
why is there so much to do?
why is there so little time to do these things?
why does it have to consume so much time?
why can't i stick to my timetable?
why cant i answer my own questions?
why do i have to think so much?
why can i always keep coming up with these questions?
why arent you here?
why does my things always get moved?
why cant i find a way to relax?
why do i worry so much for?
why are all these question why questions?
why cant i just cry this all out?
why cant i sleep properly?
why am i still on this thing?
why cant i stop everything from building on top of me?
why do i always feel tired?
why do i miss you?
why am i doing this for? like i would really find an answer from listing down all my troubles
why isnt music making me relax?
why am i always in the state of confusion? did i do something wrong?
why do i want to hurt someone?
why do i feel like hurting myself?
why do i feel like giving up?
why am i not feeling any happiness or excitement in life?
why is life so complex?
why cant i be perfect?
why cant i pause everything for a moment?
why cant i find any motivation in physics?
why cant i find any motivation to do anything?
why do i expect myself to be perfect? theres no such thing as being perfect
why is this so difficult?
why is it when i need to think nothing comes out, but when i dont need to it all comes out?
why isnt this list ending?
why am i always caught up in something?
why am i wasting my precious time on this list?