Sunday, May 16, 2010

the aftermath

woke up at the brink of sunlight


unable to fall back to sleep

i couldnt stop thinking about you

no matter how tired i was, my mind was alert

replaying over and over were the things we had done together

in the limited time we had

almost cinematic-like

walking along the footpath

we converted & paused every now and then

sensing the awkwardness

id just laugh to myself

im sorry i couldnt help it

its just me :P

once the destination was achieved

it was time to return

on our way back i guess

or maybe its just me that i grew more comfortable being around you

occasionally we would bump into each other while walking

hahaha im sorry i didn’t apologise and just laughed

i think i made you more uncomfortable

my bad >_<”

having you with me

my mind went into a trance

and had forgotten how to get back to the “big white house” on victoria

getting lost with someone you like isn’t that bad :D hahaha

arriving to where we initially started off

i knew time was almost up

it felt too quick

its almost time for you to go ;(

“my mum just called, shes here”

time does go by fast when youre having fun

hahaha

time for goodbyes

i couldnt let his mother wait long

so here it goes

i opened my arms

and the hug came thereafter

hahaha

i don’t want to say more

but if i don’t type it

i would have to say it

but i cant

so will continue

“oh the drama” XD

it felt as though

he had swept me off my feet

it wasn’t just those ordinary ones

you get when youre sad or overjoyed

it was different

unfortunately i cant find the words for it

im not that great with words (:

its a fact

when he was about to leave i didn’t want him to go

but i just couldn’t find the words to convey how i felt

so i just held on to his arm

the next few seconds, minutes was a haze

i must admit

i don’t recall much

smiles & waves

cheerios (:

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